really miss the times when computer games are in control of my life. hours spent alone everyday on games like red alert2. its when i have no time to think of: girls, socialising, money, self-image, self-morale, work, future, time-managing, politics, investment, karma, self-respect, self-emotions, people's emotions, people's mood-swings, people's expectations, passing ippt...

NS ikan bilis 2 - 'mope'

'mope around' - to wander around a place not doing anything, looking and feeling unhappy. eg. I remember doing night-time sentry duty during the 18 months of NS. You either mope around the guard post or you converse with your partner to stay awake.

NS ikan bilis - walking

On my way to work at clementi police headquarters, I would often walk from home to marsiling mrt. I walking distance is around 1.2km.

Playlist 10.02.2011

Genre: Melodic Death Metal

Also: Metalcore, Post-thrash, Progressive/Death, Techincal Death, Thrash

1.Downward Spiral into Madness-Anata

2.At Dusk And Forever-Gates Of Ishtar

3.Moronic Colossus-The Haunted

4.Silent Renewal-Amoral

5.If I Could Collapse the Masses-Trivium

6.Hang Him High-Hypocrisy

7.The Immortal-Arch Enemy

8.1,000 Eyes-Death

9.Deliverance-Opeth

10.I'm The Highway-In Flames

2011

I will:

1. exercise as much as I could
2. jog at least twice a week
3. not eat meat or rice after 7pm
4. avoid old chang kee snacks, but mr bean
5. eat less fast food

Looking for the best job ever?

The best job ever? No such thing. Every job has its own way of stressing us out.

Well, life isn't about looking for the best work ever. It's about looking for the best things which makes you NOT THINK ABOUT WORK.