The art of being left out

Listening: Linkin Park - Runaway

Aah.. A tune from our high school days.

Another day in school, I was late ten minutes for the tutorial class. I had a CCA meeting this evening. What's my CCA?

When I answered "live audio" to my buddies, 99 out of 100 will reply "Huh? What's that?" In a nutshell, the most slackiest activity group in my school. Our meetings are maybe twice a month, once a month, or, even once in two months.

Most of all, I feel quite left out in my CCA. I know only about three or four names in the group. Well, I didn't have any real conversations in the meeting.

Azi is a good friend of mine and he was the one who recommend me this club. My close buddies like Vipin & Alfy were seldom present. Raden maybe now and then. Also the chinese guy who played chess with me, he loves classic metal like manowar and iron maiden.

Nad was the first girl I know in the club. She now prefers to chat with her girlfriend group. We used to be close. Too bad we only meet when there's only LA meeting.

So, I sat in one corner in the meeting room, listening to my mp3...

Malay buddies in nyp don't seem to have me join in their "group" or circle of peers. Looks like I'll not gonna be in an all-nyp band that I will like to form or be in.

I'm not asking for sympathy here. I'm still new in the campus.