Reveries

I wasn't myself these past few days. My faith weakened. I sense a black mark in my heart. A plague in my brain. And of course, too much doubts in my head.

I've been listening to Sentenced's The Cold White Light and Celtic Frost's Monotheist. Some dark-themed stuff.

Well, listening to Sentenced's suicidal-rock concept made me feel the "down". And I'm the kind of person who feels my music a lot different than others. The 6th track from Monotheist really brought me to a lower ground.

Depression. Loss of internal and external esteem. The unpleasant distortion in my head that gave sleepless nights.

I just wanted someone who could feel my grey-colouring soul. Forgive me God.