May tomorrow be the day

It sucks to know that you aren't even someone's second or third choice. Or maybe not even in her list.

Anyways, I'm glad I'm finished with my Opeth cover project. Just in time before enlistment. Though having so many mistakes.

My vocal starts off at the wrong octave. Weird chords, flat vocals, immature strumming. So far the most classical based crap I ever played. A tribute anthem to my lost childhood.


A Fair Judgement (Mikael Åkerfeldt) from Deliverance [2002]

Losing sleep, in too deep
Fading sun, what have I done
Came so close to what I need most
Nothing left here

Cut the ties, uncover disguise
Left behind all intertwined
Lost control, moved out of the role now
Nothing's left here

Leave it be
It was meant for me
Soul sacrifice
Forgot the advice
Lost track of time
In a flurry of smoke
Waiting anxiety
For a fair judgement deserved



Meaningful song. Quite describes my bittersweet life.

Ensis Reunion

After tarawih prayer, the long forgetten heroes of ensihordes went to play pool! It's been two years since we performed.